Wednesday, August 25

It's quite possible that I'm falling more in love with you everyday.
(talking about Ukraine, of course).
  It really is amazing how one decision can change your life...and your heart. Yesterday was pretty rough, no lies. I felt alone, heart-broken, confused, and everything in between. I had the opportunity to sit down with Archie and discuss my life. Let's just say it ended up with tears. I felt as if I were talking to a woman who had been my mentor for years; I felt peace. She gave me incredible words of encouragement along with practical thoughts about life, love, Jesus, etc.
   When I went to bed last night, I felt as if a wall had been torn down. I can't tell you exactly where this wall came from, how long it had been there, and how strong it was. All I knew was that it came down. I closed my eyes and felt consumed by the feeling of newness. I woke up this morning with a change of heart, mind, and overall attitude. Today, I have smiled and laughed more than I have for a long time. A new Raegan is in the making....and I'm not going against it.

  --for those who have been praying for me for days, weeks, months, years...they're being answered.

5 comments:

  1. Raegan - We are enjoying your posts. You are a very good writer. Glad to read you have settled in to your new home. Uncle Lane & Debbie

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  2. Hey sweets! Just got on your blog for the first time since you've been gone. So thrilled to hear that you've got a renewed spirit. Know that we are thinking of and praying for you often.

    Love, Aunt Beth

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  3. Beans -

    WOW! What an awesome Daddy we serve, huh? You are an incredible writer, sweetheart...keep up the great updates and humor!

    We will send Almond Joy pieces and banana pudding!

    we love you and are SO very proud of you!

    Pops

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  4. Hey Myrtle, I'm thinking about you. I enjoy reading your blog. Glad you're doing okay!
    MK

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  5. Rae!! OMG! I'm so excited for you!!! That is such an amazing blessing and i know an amazing amount of relief to feel FREE!!! As if all that you had buried inside just came pouring out!!! Praise God!! He is so Good!!! All I can say is I am so proud of you! I am so happy for you and it brings so much Joy to my heart to hear this!!! I love you so much and miss you more than you will ever know!!!
    ~L-Dog

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